Journey

When I read your letter it brought tears to my eyes.....in which I
felt each word, message, and sensation that
was typed in your beautiful letter. Thank you so much for
communicating to me directly from your heart.

I am trying to put into words the life changing experiences that I
have been going through.  For I have been going
through some series spiritual personal growth, that is allowing me to
learn things about myself, that I never new.
Not only am I meeting people from past lives, but I am becoming more
aware and conscious on my mission in life,
that I signed up for many lifetimes ago.

After spending a month in an amazing spiritual meditation yoga
retreat, I have become aware that I have an incredible
journey ahead of me. For one month in July, I was meditating twice a
day, with daily yoga and spiritual classes that helped
me become more mindful in my service to humanity and the world.  After
the course completed in early August, I started to study
with a Shaman that has opened up some incredible doors for me,
including the realization that I have some major duties ahead of
me concerning the shift of consciousness and the role of leadership in
which I will be providing.  It has been completely overwhelming
to me to learn about personal things, that I know I signed up for,
even before my life began.

I feel like that I have just come out of the womb, like a raw egg,
completely exposed to the world, in which I am hyper sensitive,
completely
vulnerable, and somewhat  aloof to what is happening in society....for
there are more realms of life to what we know.

I have been invited on a spiritual journey in Peru in October, which I
am still pondering.  I was told a major key awaits for me in Boliva
and the
cystal mountains of Peru, which may take place as a personal vision quest.

The reason I am being completely open and honest with you is that I
respect and honor you to the highest degree.  I realize we spoke of
meeting
up after my journey in Guatemala....in which I apologize directly from
my heart in the expectation and seeds I planted with you.

I am going through some of the most crazy life changing spiritual
growth that I have ever encountered, knowing that at this moment in my
life
I have to follow this journey to literally help humanity and this world.

I am hoping to get to Bolivia in a couple weeks or days...we will see,
my rational mind and ego are definitely playing with my heart and
intuition,
right now....so I have to draw clarity from meditaiton and spiritual
pratctices to see where the next step will be for me. After Boliva,  I
will be heading to Peru,
to find another key, in which it will provide more meaning to the
mission that I signed up for, even before I came to this planet.

I know all of this may sound a bit out there...But trust me, this is
coming from my heart in effort for you to see where I have been and
where I am going.

You are an amazing special sweet soul Sofia, in which my intention is
not to hurt or cause harm to you.  My apoligies that expectations has
caused you
pain and discomfort....for that was not my intention.

All I can say is that I am on a personal journey that is completely
changing my life....which I hope will create more peace, love, and
light on this planet.

Sending you positive, healing, light energy to heal your wounds and
provide nourishment and strenght within.

I will keep you posted on my travels, and hope that our friendship
will not be affected by my spiritual journey.

Wishing you a most beautiful day.

Take Care and Be Well,
Peace, love, and light

IN YOUR HANDS

Llevo semanas tratando de no pensar en ti,

de pensar en palabras que puedan expresar como me siento después de tu ultimo e.mail. He tenido todas las reacciones posibles ante la noticia que no regresarás... me enojé, me puse muy triste, me ilusioné al pensar que podria ir a sudamerica, y finalmente solo siento una profunda felicidad por ti, por que se que donde quiera que estés te siento muy cerca.

Se que al final no nos conocemos tanto, ni tengo ningun derecho a pedirte que me quieras como yo te quiero a ti, pero solo queria que supieras que pienso en ti todo el tiempo, que te hecho de menos, que extraño tu piel y tus besos... que me siento muy orgullosa de la persona que eres y el trabajo que estas haciendo en sudamerica, que entiendo por que te fuiste y que aunque no nos veamos pronto SIEMPRE tendras mi corazon y mis brazos abiertos para cuando quieras entrar...Que en Mexico tienes un lugar para llegar y que si quieres seguir en contacto conmigo yo estaré encantada.

Por el momento te dejo la letra de esta canción que me recuerda a ti.

"In Your Hands"

Ticket lines, and places to dine
Taking baths and drinkin' wine
People ask, I say I'm doin' fine.

Motorcycles and for sure The Eiffel Tower
They were made for two
A double bed has never felt so empty
What's missing in the world is you
So I'll leave it in your hands now

To come through
I'll leave it in your hands now
To come through

I like climbing the mountain
I'm climbing back in the bed
I love making breakfast for someone instead of me

Taking autumn walks in Central Park
They were made for two
Afternoon naps have never felt so crappy
What's missing in my life is you
So I'll leave it in your hands now

To come through
I'll leave it in your hands now
To come through
I'll leave it in your hands now
To come through
I'm gonna it in your hands now
To come through

Its like diving into a pool without water
And praying for rain
Well, my life is a good life anyway
What I have will do
But when you're alone
You're living in a world with only choices
And what I choose is you
So I'll leave it in your hands now

To come through
I'll leave it in your hands now
To come through
I'll leave it in your hands now
To come through
I'm gonna it in your hands now
To come throug

HIPPIE LOVE

I can not believe you are on the west coast of Mexico and I am not
there.  Major Bummer, for It would be so cool to catch up with you and
connect....for I feel bad that I did not live up to my promise and
return back to Mexico immediately.  I am just following my spirit on a
major
journey that is truly transforming my life.   It is so hard to
describe in words....

All I know is when you put your intention and all your energy into
your heart, anything is possible.  As well if you allow yourself to
imagine
your reality, As the ancient Incas say...you truly create your own
reality.  All you have to do is believe your dreams will actually come
true,
and the rest just comes along with your love manifesting in your heart.

I have so much to say, but I do not know where to begin.....All I know
is that reading your message, here in a day where I feel completely
a lone in a city that is literally partying its ass off.....feels so nice.

Thank you so much sweet Sofia for writing me.  You really put a huge
smile on my face.....

Though I am not on the west coast, I will send you some nice positive
sweet lovely energy to you....hoping you have a really
amazing time with your family.

How are you doing?  Great to hear you are on vacation.  Please right
me back and let me know how life is treating you.

Fuerte Abrazos y Dulce Besos